I honestly forgot.

I honestly forgot I even started this. Then I logged back on for the first time and it hit. The constant hustle and bustle of my daily life made me forget. This isn't unusual for me. I have ADHD and do this often.

My husband told me today that he can't understand my unwillingness to do something but the moment I put my mind to it I go all out. I can put something off for a year and not give a shit. Then I will do about six months of work in a few hours.

Is this health? Probably not, but as I state before I don't give a shit. I used to, then I turned thirty and I realized who gives a fuck? I am Crissy I don't have to pretend to be anyone else. I can live my life how I want. I will raise my children to be strong and not let the world bring them down.

Now what made me log on all of a sudden? A damn dream. A dream that has haunted me for three weeks. Then last night it stopped. Its always the same and ends at the same moment every time. Nothing more, nothing less, and I hate it. I want to analyze it but I doubt it will do any good. My brain likes to find things to obsess over it gets worse throughout the month depending on hormones.

Now I don't go crazy, It can be over a song, a dream, a book, Tommy Vext, Henry Cavill, or much to my husbands annoyance him because I won't leave him alone for even a second. After ten years he has just gotten used to it.

See my brain goes crazy, I have had three different topics in this entire post. If you stuck around this long go get yourself a cookie. You are a winner, much stronger than I am, I can't stand my thought process half the damn time.

Have a great night.